Showing posts with label music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label music. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

No Direction Home


aka Speaking of Bob (Dylan) Ok, we weren't but I am about to...


I have always loved bob dylan's music but not understood the man
He is one of two people I consider living music legends (the other is Bjork)
My urge to find out more about him has been growing over the last year
Spurred on I think by the fact I knew there were some films coming out about him

Come writers and critics...
Who prophesize with your pen...


I am in the middle of watching no direction home
i watched part one the other night
It's aptly titled as he really did reinvent himself as a kind of circus orphan, even taking on a new name at a young age to put some distance between himself (which I don't think he has ever actually defined for himself) and his home/parents who he says he realy could not believe they were related to him.

And keep your eyes wide...
The chance won't come again...


I have recently seen two other Bob films (Don't Look Back and I'm Not There)
but this one is by far the best I think - or perhaps i can't say that in light of not having known what it would be like to have seen this one alone without the other two...

And don't speak too soon...
For the wheel's still in spin...
And there's no tellin' who that it's namin'
For the loser now..
Will be later to win...


but seriously... he has some issues
serious ones

For the times they are a-changin'.

he is one weird dude.
quite the engima
it is almost liek he is a channel for some wise spirits
the force of one's ideas and inspiration can drive one quite mad...and you begin to get good hints at that in these three films about him.

Though you might hear laughin', spinnin' swingin' madly across the sun
It's not aimed at anyone, it's just escapin' on the run
And but for the sky there are no fences facin'
And if you hear vague traces of skippin' reels of rhyme
To your tambourine in time, it's just a ragged clown behind
I wouldn't pay it any mind, it's just a shadow you're
Seein' that he's chasing.


He denies being political and carries an urge to fight off any labels, categories or groups that anyone identifies him with
Is that the curse of feeling pinned down and trapped; constrained and his denial is his struggle to stay above ground in the face of that limitation on his creativity?


I think Bob did a lot of pretending, denial whatever you might call it - in his personal relationships and in his ability to understand himself and accept himself. Some of his songs seem to be written about himself although he denies it. The same songs can be seen to be about false messiahs.

So swiftly the sun sets in the sky,
You rise up and say goodbye to no one.
Fools rush in where angels fear to tread,
Both of their futures, so full of dread, you don't show one.
Shedding off one more layer of skin,
Keeping one step ahead of the persecutor within.

Jokerman dance to the nightingale tune,
Bird fly high by the light of the moon,
Oh, oh, oh, Jokerman.


You're a man of the mountains, you can walk on the clouds,
Manipulator of crowds, you're a dream twister.
You're going to Sodom and Gomorrah
But what do you care? Ain't nobody there would want to marry your sister.
Friend to the martyr, a friend to the woman of shame,
You look into the fiery furnace, see the rich man without any name.


He semantically avoids responsibility for things he has done in his life that aren't right (eg: going into someone's house when they were away and taking their rare collection of woody guthrie albums - defending and justifying this as a righteous act from his background as a "musical expeditionary"). He seems to be lazy in the personal growth side of himself - preferring to let himself be distracted by the drama he willing created resisting how people wanted to see him rather than just accepting that's how they wanted to see him. I can understand why, as an artist , you would want to do that.
I think it is that kind of weight from the public that killed Jimi Hendrix who had similar experiences with audiences demanding he stick to his original stuff that they first heard when his heart wanted to explore other styles and forms.
It really flies in the face of all that a true artist is - to be tied, constrained, pinned and held to something. You can't fully be creative if you aren't liberated. You can't be yourself and for most true artists they are extremely sensitive to this kind of pressure.
But perhaps this is how Bob managed to survive. He's still around! It is never really the drugs or the alcohol but just the art or genius itself that kills.
We lost many good artists to suffering far to early; Nick Drake, Jimi Hendrix, River Phoenix, Marilyn Monroe, Heath Ledger, Kurt Cobain, Jeff Buckley, Michael Hutchence, Jim Morrison, Elliott Smith, Janis Joplin...
So maybe this is how Dylan secured his future in this life.


I am a man of constant sorrow
I've seen trouble all my days
I'll say goodbye to Colorado
Where I was born and partly raised.


He seems to be craving people to listen to him expressing himself and then resenting them for doing it but the audience had a part to play - especially, I think, the british tour.


Dylan got badly treated by fans when he went to Britain. He had picked up an electric guitar and had a band behind him and the britsh fans did not want a bar of it and were so rude to him!
they all wanted to hear him play folk. You turn them on once and thats all they want to hear... until it gets old... and then they want to hear it again, only different, only the same
In those days that is what the audience did. They bought tickets went to the show and booed and abused him. But they don't do that now.
fandom has taken over
robbie williams could lie in the gutter and vomit and his fans would think it was gold.
they would still flock to his concerts
I am talking about crazy creepy idolization and commercialization of pop icons.
music is not about music anymore.
but robbie williams has changed his style a few times.. so has madonna.
peopel accept it and love it and buy it. they don't buy tickets, go the the concert and boo.
they just don't buy the tickets in the first place if they don't liek the new stuff.
in those days they went to the concert, booed and told him to go home.
it's astounding.

How many years can a mountain exist
Before its washed to the sea?
Yes, n how many years can some people exist
Before theyre allowed to be free?
Yes, n how many times can a man turn his head,
Pretending he just doesnt see?
The answer, my friend, is blowin in the wind,
The answer is blowin in the wind.


I had not realised the extent to which bob took on woody guthrie. When he was young, before he was known, he really spent a lot of years literally being a bunch of different people (a theme picked up on in I'm Not There)



The wounded man looks up with his one dyin eye...
... said why'd you bring him in here, he ain't the guy.


at one stage I was wondering if every song of his I liked was someone elses.
But no... he kicked in writing his own stuff after a while
but he spent a long time immersing himself in other people's stuff.
no direction home is really a great film about him.

I have always loved and respected Bob Dylan's music but never understood the man.
Through these films I have come to accept that is probably because the man doesn't understand himself.

You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
Nobody has ever taught you how to live out on the street
And now you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but now you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And say do you want to make a deal?
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
A complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?

Monday, July 7, 2008

Ravi Shankar

no... not my car!



Have been meaning to find some more of his music and have just managed to get my hands on a 5 cd set including

Ravi Shankar & Ali Akbar Khan-1995
Ravi Shankar & Philip Glass-Passages-1990
Ravi Shankar-Raga-Original soundtrack-1971
Ravi Shankar-Sound Of The Sitar
Ravi Shankar-The Sounds Of India-1968

If you can get hold of them, do it... we can compare listening notes!

No idea who Ravi Shankar is?
Well... he was pretty important to a number of popular musicians so you should know if you think of yourself as a music fan!
Check out these links for a start
Ravi Shankar on Wiki
Ravi Shankar Website
Some free mp3 downloads

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Hoochie Coochie Man

I don't even know where to begin to explain the magic of Paul Ubana Jones.

He is a musician that really set the tone for my musical appreciation for my whole life.
I have seen him play live twice - the first time I was a troubled and tortured teen who had yet to even begin the long search for herself and the second was last night.
I have been wracking my brain to pin point exactly when it was he did play in my high school hall. I think I can narrow it down to being 20 years ago almost to the day actually - and this would fit with the karmic/ therapeutic aspect the performance had on me last night.
20 years ago all of high school were ushered into our school hall in that authoritarian fashion you just ache to rebel against as a teen. Sitting there waiting for we didn't know what and there is a guy sitting on the stage with hair and a guitar - in that order - because the man's hair is a dominant feature of his persona.
I do not remember anything he said that day but his music, his stage presence and an appreciation of his skill has literally lived inside me since then.
Watching him play was the most amazing thing I had ever seen at that time.
Last night I was transported back to that exact feeling on waves of accoustic rhythm and deep rich vocal timbre.
It was literally incredible to be again immersed in being completely mesmorised by his magical sound.

This time the venue was intimate - Fairfield House (which is an historic house in Nelson). So many people were packed in but this was buffered by the amazing feeling of space from his presence.

I mentioned the word therapeutic and I really feel that. Although my musical abilities were never fostered I am primarily a musical learner and music has been the only thing that I have found true solice in over the years. It has only been in the last few years I have started to appreciate that, for me, sound is the only effective healer outside of myself.
As soon as he started tuning his guitar even (and he does a lot of tuning during a set because he is constantly changing the key of his guitar) I felt a sense of comfort and familiarity. He has such a large stage persona - strong, emotive and engaging - combined with such a small venue your emotional protective walls really are stripped away and you are touched by his sound and words and his actions.
Part of being mesmorised by him is the tapestry of sounds that emerges forth as he literally weaves together with his fingers on the loom strings of his guitar. His fingers flick over the strings and produce melody and rhythm in a way that you can't help but be amazed and intrigued by how he's doing it! It is easy for me to want to describe this magical tapestry as a healing comfy blanket that encompasses me when I listen to him play.

Highlights for me were his cover of 'Norwegian Wood' (an old Beatles song which has a number of covers I really love) and 'Raga - Bird without song' which is one of his originals from 1974, which was the song my tortured teenage self connected most with back in '88. A beautiful sweeping epic piece of music which had me weeping within the first four bars and all the way through it last night as I flicked back to the young me and the life that I have created for myself between then and now.

To this day I have never seen another guitar player that I can compare to him in skill and feeling that comes from his music. Artist is a true description of this amazing music man.
I am very grateful to life for giving me the opportunity to see him play again and to myself for having such an appreciation of his art and what I allowed myself to feel through the experience.

It was such an experience and reflection for me personally, it makes me feel that an era has been passed through and I wonder what is going to happen now.

Thanks, Paul.

Paul's myspace, where you can find the song that moves me so much ; Raga - Bird Without Song